What Makes Erika Mad?

(Oh god another title with a ? >< crap!)
Posted: 4/29
Updated: 5/1
(I'll be adding to this as I find more things)

What Makes Erika Mad?
Many things Make Erika Mad.

Overly sensitive people.
They are the most shit fucked people in the world.
As soon as you take a slightly more aggressive tone, they spazz out on you.!

They get angry when you do NOT tell them what's making you mad, and when you DO tell them, they get all depressed and emo and stereotypical and not wanting to talk to you, pulling their bangs in front of their eyes, and looking everywhere but you.

IT IS FUCKING STUPID.
Get a fucking THICKER SKIN and learn how to DEAL WITH PEOPLE.
I AM NOT GOING TO DUMB DOWN HOW I FEEL JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LOWER EMOTIONAL LEVEL

And ho ho hoooo dare I say that? Dare I even mention how low you are in the emotional scale of things? Oh, no, of course not, because THEN you go all 'I've been through stuff' blah blah blah

If you HAVE been through stuff, you wouldn't be pulling out your emo act.
It is old and not believable.
Nobody's going to take you seriously if you always do that. You can't prove that you can handle things in the real world if you can't even handle the attitude of someone whose having a bad week/day.

I'd like to see these overly sensitive people in five years or so; it'll probably end up being quite hilarious, if I do believe so. Well, if you continue in the path that you're going now.

Either way; like I already said, GET A THICKER SKIN.

I do not LIKE being friends with these kind of people. I realized today WHY I fight so much with sensitive people, and its BECAUSE THEY ARE SENSITIVE. I bitch a LOT, I CURSE a lot, and I am very BIPOLAR at times; of COURSE I'm going to hate you.

Sad part? I know two overly sensitive people. And they think of me as their friends.
Its so fucking stupid;
And dare I say that I feel THIS WAY EITHER?!! Oh, noooo, because then I won't have ANY friends left, after the people that IGNORE me all the time (see below).

Whatever.
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Being ignored.
You know, like, all of your friends now ignore you or at least dont talk to you if they dont have to. They go and wander to other people leaving you sitting there like wtf?

I don't want to sound selfish or conceited or any of those things, but when you go from having two friends, one of which you do not see at ALL, to all of these people, and then to be dropped again, it gets old. It gets old QUICK.

I try not to take it seriously, but really, I hate it. These aren't people I talk to or associate with, so, I don't really care to know the plans you have with them, or what the two of you were talking about while I was alone.
Yes, I want my friends to be happy, and if these people do that, sure, but don't act surprised when I start ignoring you as well because you're talking about all these people I do not know and the plans you have with them.
It's idiotic; why the hell would I contribute to a conversation I know nothing of or about?

What just ticks me off even MORE is when I ignore you back, and then you spazz out and laugh it off but then stay persistent. Well, how about some self reflection and to realize what the fuck it is I might be upset over. I'm not ALWAYS happy go lucky. Hah. That's only part of me; a small, small part.

Its moments like this and people like this that aggravate me. I'm not going to say anything to the people, because really, the track record I have with doing that is a blow up that leaves us not talking. After not having any friends for so long, I'd rather not do that.

No matter how MUCH it aggravates the SHIT outta me.

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When somebody texts you, and as far as you know there are at least one significant misspelling, and you reply back with a ?, and you end up with a 'nvm' in return. Um. I want to know! That's why I said '?'! Does this person not REALIZE what I'm confused about? If SO, they should go back and look at their sent/outbox and try and explain it.

I don't know about you, but, it annoys the crap outta me.
Especially if they were trying to END THE CONVERSATION, now I won't have any idea about what to do or say!!

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Another thing, that gets me mad.
Is when in orchestra lessons for viola's how idiotic some people can be.
You see, I'm the only ninth grader, and there's one seventh grader, and then three sixth graders.
At the start of the year there were about six or so.
See how many quit, already?
They don't try, and it's annoying.
In the past year three seventh-eighth (not sure)graders and a ninth grader have quit.

Again; ANNOYING.
Not only does THAT tick me off, but, these sixth graders; I know they're still 'beginners', but GOD DAMNIT, when I was their age, I knew what an Up-Bow symbol looked like, I knew what forte meant, and GOD DAMNIT I NEVER MISSED A SINGLE REHEARSAL.
not ONCE in my SEVEN YEARS OF PLAYING HAVE I MISSED A REHEARSAL OR LESSON TIME.
And everyone else? (not just the sixth graders), they're always late, or forgetting their music, or dropping their instrument, or not showing up AT ALL.

It is fucking insane.
You signed up to do something; DO IT AND DO IT WELL.

Ugh. But yeah. They cannot even play a low c.
THATS OPEN STRING, DIP SHITS.

*shakes head* every single one of them needs to write in the fingerings.
And okay, I do that too, BUT WHEN I'M IN FUCKING TREBLE CLEF.

aoi;jrehoasjbkl Whatever. They annoy me. I know I am FAR from being amazing, but, I knew a lot more than they do when I was in their grades.

On the orchestra topic, just an added thing, I hate the people that never show up to ANYTHING and then fight with Ms Hurd about it. It's fucking bullshit. You are supposed to show up to the rehearsals! You signed up for this, damnit!

But, whatever, I could sit here ranting about Orchestra all day long.
However, I'm not going to.
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Do You Realize?

That I put most of the titles for my posts as a question?
Even this one. .

I don't do it intentionally, which is the weird part.
Hm. How strange.

Just wanted to point that out (;

On another note; the theme for the 9th Grade Semi-Formal is Hollywood Hills.
Strange, I know. But I was talking to my friends on the dance committee and from the sounds of it, the decorations are going to be amaazing.
In case you care, here's what I'm going to be getting/buying:
This dress, in black and white.
These earrings.
This bracelet.
:D

That's about it; just wanted to make a quick update (:

To My Readers on Fanfiction.net

So, if you're at this page, and aren't one of my friends that stalk my blog, that means that you're wondering why I disappeared for nearly a year. (Beware this is LOONG)

Well, simply, I got lazy. I didn't want to write. As well, I went to a writing camp in July, worked on original things, and once I got home I reread all that I had written there, and got really pissed at myself. How could I let myself write something so HORRIBLE? How could I have mixed point of views up so BADLY?

It unnerved me to no end.
As well, I realized I probably WASN'T cut out for original writing, since I was lacking SO MUCH in ideas. I was depressed that camp had ended-It had been the best thing to happen to me, and I met people who I'm going to be friend with for forever-and then realizing that my writing was THAT bad, made it even worse.

My friends told me I was full of it, but really, I was a failure, and was not inspired to write a SINGLE thing for a VERY long time.

I begun writing poetry lately; just a little bit. In english we finished up the poetry portion of the year about a month ago, and I found it to be a great way to unleash myself. It got me out of the funk I'd been in. Of course...most of my poems depressed me once I read over them BUT THAT IS BESIDES THE POINT. What really upped my self confidence was when one of my poems I wrote won the Poetry Contest for our yearbook (they put a poem in front of each grade's section in it).

Having that, I began to feel more confident in my skills as a writer.

~I'm sure a lot of you know the new way that FFN works-the crossover section. Well, once I put my stories in there, I began to get more reviews-There was finally an easy way to find crossover fanfics, and thus more people saw mine! Getting those reviews, and knowing that people WANTED to read more, really helped make me realize 'Okay, I've got to GET WRITING or else these people are gonna KILL ME'

I'd been getting good response, and then today I read an annonymous review. I'm sure a lot of you are gonna call me a baby, and so be it, but this person spoke about how selfish I was for wanting so many reviews, that I was just posting for flattery, and that I was making everyone OOC, as well that my grammar was aweful.

Well, 1) It's fanfiction. I'm not a PROFESSIONAL, I'm a TEENAGER, of course my effin grammar isn't going to be PERFECT
2) I did say I posted only for feedback, and as stated above, hearing such great responses boosted my confidence; so yeah, I may like the flattery. Who wouldn't/doesn't?!
3) Making people OOC? Okay, I'm not the original creator, so I can't exactly EMBODY the characters to the T, but I was doing a pretty damn good job, if I do say so myself.

Ugh, but yeah. And the fact that it was anonymous pissed me off even more; what, are you too much of a coward to leave an email address for me to find you at? To discuss this like human beings? But, whatever.

Basically, I lot has happened in the past year or so, but I have finally begun writing again. I'm sure what I've written isn't perfect after such a long break in time, but, do tell me what I have done wrong! I'd really appreciate it (:

Annoy, to my readers, I hope this cleared some things up. . . I know excuses are worthless, but, I felt the need to at least TELL you all what I've been up to. Now, do go read that update of mine and review if you haven't already (;

To my friends: um..yeah...excuse this^^''

OH YEAH; if anyone on FFN wants to stalk me on here, feel free to! I love meeting new people! Just tell me your FFN name ((:

Paper Bag Results?

So...i never posted those Paper Bag Curls, did I?
Well....there's good reason to it.
One thing that I learned through the process, however, was to NOT make the 'curls' SUPER tight. . .
At All.

Here's me with the bags on:
Here's me after taking them out:

See what I mean? I dare you to click that image and enlarge it. I DARE you. See how horrible it looks!
What did I do in response to this?
WASHED IT OUT, OF COURSE!
Ah...back to normal and ready to head to gramma's!

Hmm . . yeah, that's basically what happened.
Sorry this is so late!

Finished!

Finished!

I'm also going to be posting this on my dA page so you can find it there (:

So. I started this at about 10PM give or take a couple minutes, and its now 2:38AM.

Of course there were hours in between were I got sidetracked by youtube and such things, but, still.

Again, I'll say, I took a picture of myself as a base, and used it to rebuild myself, with my new hair cut. This haircut has more layering and bangs. I hope it came out okay. . .

And course then I colored it. Now that I look I think maybe I should have shaded the neck, but then I remember that in the photo I'm looking up at my camera, so you don't even see the shade that my jaw causes on my neck.
So.
Yeah.
Tell me what you think (;

Work in Progress?

Okay, well, as you can tell I haven't uploaded the before and after for the Paper Bag Curls.
Well, here's an idea of what happened: I looked like a poodle.

(;

IN OTHER NEWS, HOWEVER, THE POINT OF THIS UPDATE!I am drawing right now!
First, I am using a photo of me as a base, and will layer by layer outline and create. Here's it so far as well as the original photo I am using


Click 'em for larger view!

So, tomorrow, I'm getting my haircut, and although I have found pictures for what I want (and the term for the highlights (peekaboo)), for my own self confidence in it, I wanted to create an image.

So. Yeah. That's what I'm currently doing, and shall torture you all with it as I go along.
Well.
If i feel like it (:

Paper Bag Curls

I know, I know, too many blogs in one day! Slow down there!
Well....tough toodles. I'm actually using a blog, so, be happy!
Plus they're short blurbs(:

Anyhoo, this is a blog post on the hair treatment I'm going to be doing in about an hour or so!
(If I did this right, the Title should link to the site that I got the information from, if not, click here)

So. Yes. That's what I shall be working on soon enough!
I'll include before and after photos...whether its fail or not!

If you do not feel like going to the website, what I'll be doing is using strips of paper-brown bags (like, lunch bags) and taking a piece of damp hair-NOT wet, or else it'll drench the paper and thus useless-and wrap the hair around it. Pull down, twist paper-bag into a V-Shape, and then roll up. Once at top, tie the paper bag.

Video on How To:

Amazing Pumpkins

So. My lovely mother received an email from her older sister, just like, how she was doing, as well as some 'attached photos'

Well. Okay. Two.
The first was of her(:
AAAAND THE SECOND?!!!

These lovely pumpkins:

Isn't it amazing?!!
I absolutely love it.
If the photo of Katy Perry from the concert on April 5th wasn't my desktop, this sure as hell would have been!

So yeah. Just sharing the goodness of a puking, drunken pumpkin :D

9th Grade Formal?

So. Once again, boredom has succumbed me and I am looking up dresses to wear to the 9th Grade Formal.

Of course. There is no theme yet.
Why won't they pick a goddamned theme yet?! Like. Really!! Dress Sales are going on a lot now and we can't BUY anything since we don't know the theme ):

But. I found a dress/outfit that I really like :D
Whether they do a Vegas theme or something else, I'm pretty sure it'll go okay. Well. Unless they do the luau theme. BUT OTHERWISE.
>.> yeah.
Well. Here's the dress!

I'd wear it with these tights

Now, I'm not sure what color...mainly because, I'm going to try and find a belt for the dress-to give it some god damned form-but whatever color it is, I want it to match the shoes. So, say I find a red belt-I'll get red shoes, but gray tights. But if it were a white belt, there'd be white shoes, and a random, bright color pair of tights.

So. I'm still debating.
And having no luck in finding a belt...
DAMNIT

Torrid used to have a red one I LOVED but of course, it's not in stock anymore ):
So now I'm searching for that.

But...yeah...just thought I'd post this(;
I'm sure some of you don't give a damn, but gosh dangit, I wanted to tell someone about the amazing dress!

A Blog?

Hm.
Seems I have joined the revolution of blogging.
Not that I don't already have a blog.
Just...first Blogger.com blog
:DD

So. wanna stalk me?
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so.
yeah.