I hate you
You make me want to die
You make me want to choke myself. cut myself. jump off a bridge. leap in front of a train.

But I know I won't.
I'm fucking chicken shit. I know my mom wouldn't be able to handle things if I were to die.

I just want to get out of here.
I want away from these people.

4 close friends?
More like 1, maybe 1 and a half.

I want out of this hell hole, I want away from this fucking place.

dig me now fuck me later.