What Makes Erika Mad?

(Oh god another title with a ? >< crap!)
Posted: 4/29
Updated: 5/1
(I'll be adding to this as I find more things)

What Makes Erika Mad?
Many things Make Erika Mad.

Overly sensitive people.
They are the most shit fucked people in the world.
As soon as you take a slightly more aggressive tone, they spazz out on you.!

They get angry when you do NOT tell them what's making you mad, and when you DO tell them, they get all depressed and emo and stereotypical and not wanting to talk to you, pulling their bangs in front of their eyes, and looking everywhere but you.

IT IS FUCKING STUPID.
Get a fucking THICKER SKIN and learn how to DEAL WITH PEOPLE.
I AM NOT GOING TO DUMB DOWN HOW I FEEL JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A LOWER EMOTIONAL LEVEL

And ho ho hoooo dare I say that? Dare I even mention how low you are in the emotional scale of things? Oh, no, of course not, because THEN you go all 'I've been through stuff' blah blah blah

If you HAVE been through stuff, you wouldn't be pulling out your emo act.
It is old and not believable.
Nobody's going to take you seriously if you always do that. You can't prove that you can handle things in the real world if you can't even handle the attitude of someone whose having a bad week/day.

I'd like to see these overly sensitive people in five years or so; it'll probably end up being quite hilarious, if I do believe so. Well, if you continue in the path that you're going now.

Either way; like I already said, GET A THICKER SKIN.

I do not LIKE being friends with these kind of people. I realized today WHY I fight so much with sensitive people, and its BECAUSE THEY ARE SENSITIVE. I bitch a LOT, I CURSE a lot, and I am very BIPOLAR at times; of COURSE I'm going to hate you.

Sad part? I know two overly sensitive people. And they think of me as their friends.
Its so fucking stupid;
And dare I say that I feel THIS WAY EITHER?!! Oh, noooo, because then I won't have ANY friends left, after the people that IGNORE me all the time (see below).

Whatever.
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Being ignored.
You know, like, all of your friends now ignore you or at least dont talk to you if they dont have to. They go and wander to other people leaving you sitting there like wtf?

I don't want to sound selfish or conceited or any of those things, but when you go from having two friends, one of which you do not see at ALL, to all of these people, and then to be dropped again, it gets old. It gets old QUICK.

I try not to take it seriously, but really, I hate it. These aren't people I talk to or associate with, so, I don't really care to know the plans you have with them, or what the two of you were talking about while I was alone.
Yes, I want my friends to be happy, and if these people do that, sure, but don't act surprised when I start ignoring you as well because you're talking about all these people I do not know and the plans you have with them.
It's idiotic; why the hell would I contribute to a conversation I know nothing of or about?

What just ticks me off even MORE is when I ignore you back, and then you spazz out and laugh it off but then stay persistent. Well, how about some self reflection and to realize what the fuck it is I might be upset over. I'm not ALWAYS happy go lucky. Hah. That's only part of me; a small, small part.

Its moments like this and people like this that aggravate me. I'm not going to say anything to the people, because really, the track record I have with doing that is a blow up that leaves us not talking. After not having any friends for so long, I'd rather not do that.

No matter how MUCH it aggravates the SHIT outta me.

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When somebody texts you, and as far as you know there are at least one significant misspelling, and you reply back with a ?, and you end up with a 'nvm' in return. Um. I want to know! That's why I said '?'! Does this person not REALIZE what I'm confused about? If SO, they should go back and look at their sent/outbox and try and explain it.

I don't know about you, but, it annoys the crap outta me.
Especially if they were trying to END THE CONVERSATION, now I won't have any idea about what to do or say!!

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Another thing, that gets me mad.
Is when in orchestra lessons for viola's how idiotic some people can be.
You see, I'm the only ninth grader, and there's one seventh grader, and then three sixth graders.
At the start of the year there were about six or so.
See how many quit, already?
They don't try, and it's annoying.
In the past year three seventh-eighth (not sure)graders and a ninth grader have quit.

Again; ANNOYING.
Not only does THAT tick me off, but, these sixth graders; I know they're still 'beginners', but GOD DAMNIT, when I was their age, I knew what an Up-Bow symbol looked like, I knew what forte meant, and GOD DAMNIT I NEVER MISSED A SINGLE REHEARSAL.
not ONCE in my SEVEN YEARS OF PLAYING HAVE I MISSED A REHEARSAL OR LESSON TIME.
And everyone else? (not just the sixth graders), they're always late, or forgetting their music, or dropping their instrument, or not showing up AT ALL.

It is fucking insane.
You signed up to do something; DO IT AND DO IT WELL.

Ugh. But yeah. They cannot even play a low c.
THATS OPEN STRING, DIP SHITS.

*shakes head* every single one of them needs to write in the fingerings.
And okay, I do that too, BUT WHEN I'M IN FUCKING TREBLE CLEF.

aoi;jrehoasjbkl Whatever. They annoy me. I know I am FAR from being amazing, but, I knew a lot more than they do when I was in their grades.

On the orchestra topic, just an added thing, I hate the people that never show up to ANYTHING and then fight with Ms Hurd about it. It's fucking bullshit. You are supposed to show up to the rehearsals! You signed up for this, damnit!

But, whatever, I could sit here ranting about Orchestra all day long.
However, I'm not going to.
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